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Crazy by DADDYSGIRL016 Crazy :icondaddysgirl016:DADDYSGIRL016 1 0
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An examination of love :icondaddysgirl016:DADDYSGIRL016 0 0
The rental
I'm renting my heart.
Its still a bit tender, but a good foundation is still there.
The previous tennants were terrible.
They tore down the walls and ripped up the carpeting.
And the plumbing is the worst.
For some reason they re-piped the water straight to my eyes.
The idiots. Must have been some cruel joke.
One tennant tried using duct tape to fix everything,
But the adhesive rotted and left the edges still broken and now a bit rundown.
One left it how it was and tried to use it as a half-way house.
One even went so far as to demand that I fix it on my own.
But the foundation is still there.
All it needs is a good renter to help fix it up.
It might be a fixer upper but its worth it.
Its a mighty fine heart for anyone willing to take a chance.
And for someone who has the right tools.
So if you want to try renting this heart it'll be a long road,
Before its anything worth being proud of.
Those previous tennants may have broken alot of things,
But they are all fixable.
Depending on the
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My Requiem
Black black black.
Not a single thread of color
Heads bowed so i cannot see faces
That are hidden in the shadows.
But there are some who mock grief
With thier lying sentiments here
It makes me sick.
I wish they would go away.
Rain falls, gently, gently
Against the upheaved ground
Making the air smell like dirt.
The preacher droning on about
An everafter.
And People lying, lying
Through pretty teeth and careful makeup.
Showing just the right amount of tears
For the occasion.
Too many would be vulgar
All this I see.
From my place by the headstone.
A pretty, pretty thing.
With a not so pretty meaning.
With the preachers final word
The first shovel is lifted.
The first clumps of dirt fall
On the not so empty coffin
Thump, thump, thump
Goes the dirt
Reminescent of those in my life
Who cared not for me.
Young heart broken
By the world.
The thread of life snipped too soon.
This is my funeral.
It came to early.
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Butterfly touch
Light on my skin
Trailing tenderness
Down my limbs.
Making my heart
Flutter, flutter.
Feel  the warmth
Spread through me
You're in my veins.
A part of me.
I feel you in my blood.
And I'm happy.
I love this feeling.
But I worry.
Do I love you?
Or do I love being loved?
I've not felt this before.
I've been alone for so long
Will you love me?
Or scar me like others before you?
Your cut would be the deepest.
Can you heal me?
So many questions.
A look from you sets me ablaze.
And then questions don't matter.
Only the feeling you give me.
And your lips against mine.
The way you smile.
And your laugh.
The way your eyes spark when you look at me.
And your smell when I'm curled against you.
Protect me.
Kiss me.
Give me my fix of you.
My drug.
The one I don't want to give up.
But I don't know.
Are you my Mr. Right,
Or my Mr. Right Now?
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Lovey Dovey
I hear that beautiful tin sing.
Food for me?
I'm starving you know.
Its been an entire hour since you fed me
My girlish figure is wasting away.
I am Decieved!
you tricked me into rushing from my cave.
Using that beautiful melody that is the dinner bell.
How dare you laugh at me!
I am a Queen!
Your lips curled over your teeth
Barking out a sound
I can do that too.
Not as great as food,
But it will save your shoes.
Besides outside has smells!
Wonderful dead things that sweeten breath.
Found treasure: Dead Snake.
Now I want kiss?
Gag? Not gag, sweet breath.
No kiss?
But I want it!
Oh no! Not little brush!
Not the tube that smells too clean!
Slink away to my cave.
Rats! Foiled again.
Someone shut the door.
Lets get this over with.
Now I gag.
Its too clean.
You laugh again...
You know those heels you like?
The black and white ones?
With the little black bows?
I bet they taste good.
Treat you say?
Oh sweet girl who smells li
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A good Friend
Why a hug?
I really don't want one.
Please don't touch me right now.
I want to be alone.
And angry.
Gah! Can't breathe!
I didn't even want the hug in the first place.
But you looked upset when i said no.
And one of us upset is too many.
Why should I?
Because you don't want to see me sad?
Ok then.
I'll smile for you.
See me?
I'm smiling.
I'm showing my teeth.
Can I stop now?
It hurts my face.
Stop crying!
Stop Crying?
Oh you want me to be happy?
Do I have a choice?
Then I'll stop for you.
because you look unhappy now.
And I don't want that.
I never want that.
And plus you'll punch me in the arm.
And scowl.
Maybe plot murder.
Why would I?
Its not a pretty laugh.
I snort.
And its too loud.
Not feminine at all.
Its a man laugh.
Plus i still want to be angry.
Don't make me laugh.
But how can I not?
Especially when you make that face,
The one you know cracks me up.
At what?
Oh, a pretty bird outside the window!
Its so colorful.
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Pain :icondaddysgirl016:DADDYSGIRL016 1 0
Lumberjacks? by DADDYSGIRL016 Lumberjacks? :icondaddysgirl016:DADDYSGIRL016 0 5
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Siren Song :icondaddysgirl016:DADDYSGIRL016 1 0
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Caged.... :icondaddysgirl016:DADDYSGIRL016 0 28
I don't understand you,
And I don't think I ever will.
You look me in the eyes,
Shower me with smiles,
And promises of kindness.
Then when i least expect it,
You stab me in the back,
And carve my heart from my flesh.
You smile while you do so.
All I can say is thank you,
For letting me see
Your personal monster
thats lose in your heart.
You were supposed to love me.
Why can't you?
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A girl named pandora
Mother always said
Never open the door in the dark.
You never know what is on the other side.
Waiting to grab you
To take you in
Devour you.
It is a door that can never be closed.
Once opened it will be open forever.
Behind it lies the evil of man's heart
Unimaginable monsters
It tempts me and calls my name.
Shut my eyes, walk away.
It tortures my dreams
Wishes to be released.
It will stop at nothing.
Its fiendish friends lie all around us.
Their eyes are of red
They watch me as I drift past
Their victims cry for help but I do not hear.
My mind is full
With the door,
The door in the dark.
I cannot stand it anymore.
Run to the door.
Grab the crystal knob
Turn it, throw the door open
Just darkness.
A suffocating darkness.
It sucks you in
Will not let you go.
Takes your soul.
Rots your flesh.
Taints the world.
Mother was right
You should never open the door in the dark.
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She was yours
You had her heart.
It was yours and only yours,
As long as you let her walk beside you
Not behind, and not collared
Like a dog.
Did you even know what you had?
That beautiful girl
Is now gone. In an instant.
You have no one to blame but yourself.
Because you tried to trap her freedom.
But she is a bird, and as you tried to trim those feathers
She opened her wings and flew away.
You had her heart, it was yours...
But not anymore, for she is free.
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BiteMe:AHellsingFanfic VI
I woke with a start. I sat straight up in bed, but then gasped at the pain in my shoulder. I bit my lip to keep from screaming aloud. Once the initial pain passed, I looked around and noticed that my room had been turned into a makeshift infirmary. Laying across the foot of my bed was Seras curled into a position that did not look remotely comfortable. I smiled at her and then looked at the chair beside my bed. Alucard himself sat there dead asleep, emphasis on dead. I was a little confused as to why they were in my room, but I was happy about it. I wasn't alone. I leaned back on my pillows and let my eyelids drift close. I hardly had a restful night. My nightmares were back in full force and my blood-deprived body just would not wake up. I opened my eyes with a sigh and stared at the stone ceiling. When I felt Seras move a little, I sat up. I watched the draculina stretch like a cat across my red satin bed covers. Seras' eyelids fluttered open and her blue eyes widened.
"Lyssa! You're
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Name says it all.... by DADDYSGIRL016 Name says it all.... :icondaddysgirl016:DADDYSGIRL016 0 0


I would love to give this piece a thousand stars, just for the truth and tear jerking emotions so evidently felt by you. I believe ever...

I really like this. Gold and red always look very nice together and i like how you paired a simple background with the intricate design...




Emily Alese Graves
United States
Hello! I am a Hellsing fangirl. I'm not rabid, but i'ld still be careful. :D I love reading and writing. Blue is my favorite color. I'm all smiles and giggles until you hurt my friends or family. Then Watch out! Lol. I'm pretty laid back so please enjoy the writings i have to offer and remember: If you don't have anything nice to say.....GET THE DUCK OFF MY PAGE BEFORE I HUNT YOU DOWN AND GUT YOU LIKE A FISH! Oh and violence is not the answer people. Its just more fun. ;)

Current Residence: Florida
Favourite genre of music: All
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga
MP3 player of choice: Ipod!
Favourite cartoon character: Alucard
Personal Quote: OMG! A Talking Fruit Loop!
Ok I'm drawing a blank on what i want to write for my stories. I think its because i ususally base writings on interesting things my friends do or say. So I'm running out of ideas. So now i have turned to all of you. Shoot me some ideas of what you would like to read, tell me a funny or interesting story that has happened to you, or even art of one of my characters. I really don't mind. I want your feed back and opinions. feel free to draw anything you want. Heck I'll even let you guys borrow characters for your own stories. Have fun and help me out!
  • Reading: words
  • Watching: house hunters.
  • Drinking: coffee

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Mutt99 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Hiya, sorry the SoldierDogg99 account got deleted, but I'm going to do new stuff in this one, so please don't leave me!
SoVeryUnofficial Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2011  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanx for :+fav: Mature Suicide!
DADDYSGIRL016 Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2011
Your welcome. It was really funny and fav worthy! :D
SoldierDogg99 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist

DADDYSGIRL016 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2010
Oh thank you! Its just amazing!
SoldierDogg99 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
your welcomez!
DADDYSGIRL016 Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2010
ezmurelda Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2010
I got i have to tag more people

PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. i dont beleve this stuff but its kinda cute
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If u have less than 15 friends its ok
Imperator-Zor Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2010
Thanks for the fave!
DADDYSGIRL016 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2010
You are very welcome. :nod:
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